Really just adore how the right things come into my life at the very right time. Expanding on the medicine stuff to the environment is step two. Maybe some of your prejudice, especially you seeker, is removed by now and we can move forward together in learning openly, without ego identification.
The things that come in, Anja, seems like I’m getting stuck into her for the sake of it, because she went that way instead of this one. No, none of that. Getting stuck into her because it is what is needed, she tells me she is a seeker, lives in love and then violates my space, does it repetitively, there is no love in ignorance, no seeking at all. She has no ears to hear, no eyes to see, no openness to the harm she does to herself, does to you when you come for help. It is not just her, but everybody in her environment, equally the blindest leading the blindest.
She, and her environment, is not helping anyone, there is no freedom. Instead they are leading all who they interact with straight into the worst of worst places, a place where their previous ignorance is simply replaced by new ignorance. The environment, every detail about it is pure ignorance, nothing but, not a true word said from any mouth to any ear. Including the tribes they are learning from, it is all belief, and belief only. I don’t need to attend it to know, I already know, so does she, so do they.
It took me five conversations, five very specific conversations, before Anja was even willing to think about removing discrimination from our space, before she would or could listen to me. Five of them and what I was saying and asking was the simplest of simple, accept me as I accept you.
This is Anja’s current environment, and we all know it, the one she says is super positive. It is not, it is full discrimination. Everybody is discriminating against everybody, they are doing this in community together. Not one person, including Anja, is interested in removing discrimination from their world. None are seekers, unless you call attachment to exclusivity seeking, which it is not.
The conversation with her in the letter to Woman, the accepting others for who they are, the environment they come from, understanding our words came from this space, they are the same. Learning words do not separate us and what we are trying to achieve is the most basic of basic steps to freedom, listening, opening a world of unity and peace.
Other words, creating a world without prejudice, bias and discrimination. Anja, removing discrimination is step one, absolute step one, like, mate, you are not there yet, no progress at all bud. Not even willing to remove discrimination from your world, barely interested in listening, and you wonder why nobody in your life listens to you? It’s obvious bud, super obvious, you are full of shit, are living in pure ignorance, your life is violence pal, nothing but.
The dumbness extends so far too. In a week I taught her the most important lesson of her life, none more important, to see your fellow human being as a human, see them beyond what you want them to be. Remove discrimination from your world. The hardest part is that I had to do it, a bloke with bugger all traditional medicine environment experience, no community tooting his horn, no people working together for freedom around him. Yes, not one of them, after putting ridiculous amounts of shit in their body for so long is able to pickup the discrimination in their environment, what it does to the world. Again, shows everybody how ridiculously harmful and violent the environment is, how they are dragging every lost soul that comes to them into the worst of worst place too.
This environment, Anja’s, is literally a bunch of junkies getting together doing only junkie things, encouraging everyone to sit there and be junkies with them. So, let’s please, stop being junkies, start being seekers of healing and freedom instead.
The medicine environment is one of seeking, openness and safety, discrimination has no part in it. Discrimination has no part in it because it has no part in safety, in freedom at all, living our own free lives. Which is the sad part about Anja and her environment, it is another prison, a prison worse than Australia, a prison which they are convincing themselves is not a prison when it absolutely is. It’s the only thing it is.
This prison, they are in there, all their friends are in there, their family, and they hold the door wide open for every person they come in contact with. There are no prisons, no fences, no discrimination in freedom, and definitely no pathetic energy fields. Let’s discover this more together.
The Anja conversation and her environment above are examples to explain what we are learning, thank you for providing it bud. I have many and we will use them as our basis moving forward. It’ll be fun, am sure.
Energy Fields
The stuff above, the primary target of it is only the target as she and her environment are the most recent example, they represent all of you, every one of you so far in my experience, even Scott (his environment is much better than yours, he is almost there, you are not, not even close). Visited and interacted with many of you, you are all the same. Full of snot!
There are some medicine providers I have attended which are pure awesome, one actually, a young bloke near Mazunte, Roberto. Beautiful beautiful young man. However, his environment is not an environment, it is just him. There is another who does it even better, much much better, but he is also not an environment, again solely solo, Me clearly. I do this stuff better than anyone ever, guarantee it, but I’m not doing it anymore. Have done my part, this is it, more than any of you have ever done to move the movement forward in safety and then some.
Environment in this scenario means the community, people coming together with a motivation that is consistent throughout, in this case the psychedelic medicines are the motivating factor. The drugs are not being used for freedom and healing however, they are being used to separate you from me, and everybody else. What people think of you, how cool this stuff is, is all that matters. We both know it, you are not willing to see the simple SIMPLE truth through your coward belief identification.
There are things you know about a provider before attending. On identifying the triggers you should immediately close the search window down, remove all interest in attending and look elsewhere. The very top of the list is when energy fields become involved.
Energy fields so big that I have to walk 20 minutes off the property in order to have a cigarette. Yeah, apparently, my smoking is getting in the way of the spirits and energy in the space being open and free enough to allow progress. Like, seriously, what rubbish!
An imaginary border around your space, just like the imaginary border around countries, simply a tool to keep shit out, force stuff to never leave. It is all fear, borders of countries are created and maintained through fear, as your energy fields are created and maintained through fear. There is no fear, especially make believe imaginary fear in healing. It is rubbish.
This energy field is not an energy field at all. It is simply you do not want to be challenged in any way, so you block all challenges out. You are afriad of everything outside your space and afraid of everything inside it. The energy field means, in its most simple definition, fear, I am afraid of everything and everyone.
You cannot lead someone to healing and freedom when fear is the dominant factor in your space, in your life.
Peru, almost all providers talk about this rubbish, weak weak people leading the medicine space. Weak people, weak environments, all of yours, have no business in healing and freedom. Cowardice and living a full free life do not go together.
You have an energy field around your space, talk to it, make it everything and you are a coward, an absolute coward who cannot deal with any challenges, of opinion, of yourself, within yourself, nothing. It is pathetic, you are pathetic. Yet, you are leading people, like, seriously wake up.
Fences and healing they do not go together, not at all. Healing, freedom, means I remove all fear, all fences, all boundaries that I set for myself. I walk and roam freely within my experience, both physically and mentally.
Freedom not fences, there is no other way to living a full life.
Fences, the story
The funny thing about fences in the healing and freedom space is that they are not fences at all.
Maybe a bit of rope, not even, what’s that really fragile material called that is often put around an area to separate it, used at kids parties often? Streamers. that’s it.
Streamers, funnily enough, is all your fences are. Can go under them, over them, rip it apart with no effort. But, you don’t, do not even think to touch it and try it out for vulnerability. Everybody accepts the fence as being a fence and never think to test its strength or for a way through, under or over it. A way out.
Fences in life are your discrimination, bias, prejudice, following shit for the sake of following it.
Take money for example. Pause.
Money, you pathetic healing space, all of you almost. The money you charge is pure greedy shit, how the fuck can you charge $800 USD or more for a two or three night, even week long, program in Ecuador, Guatemala, Peru, Colombia, Nicaragua, Bolivia, many many more cheap countries? Like how? You are nothing but a greedy piece of self serving (in the worst of worst ways) shit.
Cannot remember the facility name, San Marcos la Laguna, not a medicine space, a spirtuality and healing space. Charge absolutely atrocious fees for their offerings, in this place, this super cheap place and their prices for everything, the most basic sessions, are equal to all prices from Australia, the US. Scum, absolute scum.
Yeah, people, the money charged is another factor that should immediately tell you to ignore this scum. Charging western prices in the cheapest of cheap places, these people are doing nothing but filling their own pockets. Honestly, guys, too, this is 99% plus of medicine environments. It is absolutely disgusting.
Back to money, everyone is absolutely addicted to it. Following and following and following those who have lots. The greediest of greedy who give none of that lots to anything but themselves is who you follow. You attempt to emulate them, never willing to look at your attachment to it and the harm it is doing to yourself and your world.
It is a fence surrounding a tiny tiny paddock. A paddock with, in Australia, 27 million people stuck in. All piled up on top of one another miles and miles high. The people at the top being able to see those outside the paddock, outside the fence, all one to seven of them running around freely, smiling, doing what they want when they want, having a bloody good free time.
You wonder, how do I get there, how do I be free? I cannot right now, am stuck inside this fence, there is no getting out.
You get sick of it, decide to check the fence, realise it is a streamer, lift it up, walk under without effort, and wham bam thank you man, freedom is brought to my life.
Fences aren’t really fences, they are simply you following shit blindly and having no ability to think your own thoughts, fight for a better life, even start to attempt to bring a better life to your world. Fences are in your head, they are the boundaries you have created for yourself, you have put yourself in the prison you live.
Energy fields are this same prison, it is not a prison at all. Simply fear that only exists in your own head.
Scott
Scott, Magia Verde, mentioned the place already.
He facilitates really well simply by not being in the space of the participant almost at all. Checking on us occasionally, not getting involved, even when I am clearly having a ridiculously tough time. Absolutely perfect.
Clearly I continue to promote Scott’s environment even though belief lives in his space. The place would improve considerably, probably be perfect if he removed it from his being. The fact he does this so well is all that matters for now.
Scott believes the things about medicine he does but does not push it onto anyone. However, the fact he uses belief in discussing the space means full healing is not available to participants, just almost full healing. Conversation and learning becomes blocked at a point due to Scott’s position. Most people have not reached any form of healing yet, Scott helps them to understand the basics of the path, really really beautiful.
The other detail about Scott however, where we know there is confusion in his life, the confusion primarily his belief system, is his body. Not disgusting like Bwiti Patrick but noticeably overweight.
Facilitator’s bodies, they should be healthy. The more one respects themselves the more healthy the body. Scott’s only problem, does not respect himself enough to really respect himself, therefore cannot really talk to it.
Medicine, the outcomes, first step is to learn, love and respect oneself totally. When a facilitator does not have this respect for themself they cannot really ask anybody else to, it’s hypocrisy. Hypocrisy being ignorance and ignorance having no space in healing and freedom.
Still, ridiculously beautiful man doing ridiculously diculously beautiful things.
Thanks Scott, keep it up good buddy, just remove that belief rubbish from your life and you will be the very best of the very best facilitators pal.