This time, no park. Still there is some foliage, surrounded by green, but not a park. Another place equally enjoyable, a cafe with great coffee.
It was choice that led here. Choice to leave the previous cafe with no wifi. Twice. The first after making the choice to return to the hotel for headphones, walk four flights of stairs in the process. It was an easy choice. These things, music, writing and coffees at cafes are a beautiful series of choices becoming one choice, one activity, having a great time. Living the best life.
The choice before that to nap rather than walk, the one before that to walk rather than nap.
The choices continue, they go back in history, to 5:52am this morning when making the ultimate choice. The choice to get out of bed and continue this life.
The simplicity of life, all difference, all issues, social and otherwise, of any human being finally adding value to the world, is this simple fact. It is the difference to walking dead and walking alive. Life, every moment, is choice.
To elect to ignore the simple undeniable is not election, it is ignorance, ignorance is not choice.
Fear is not choice, the bible says is fear not choice, life is sacred is fear not choice, only the creator has the right to choose who lives and dies is fear not choice, any other narrative is fear not choice.
To be simple enough to be this simple is where walking man wake, it is the choice to take responsibility for what matters, the life currently being lived.
Live is choice, therefore every aspect of that life is choice.
Literally every
God-damn
Breath and babble
That has been
Ignorantly
Quacked into
Awareness
+ ,plus, fuck off plus. Literally means morons being morons for the sake of being morons simply to confuse shit that is already confused beyond all points of imagination and awareness, or even healthy mental sanity.
Sexuality to soap
Amigos, amigas, the space to be open to new space is here with us, together, now.
With hearts open, minds of willingness to see change, and visions for a future, be here in this moment.
Your brain, the mind, the thoughts, the narrative, living in it is the opposite to being here in this moment. Instead, to make the choice to listen through the noise is the first practical step.
Choice, regardless, when one is an independant entity, is theirs and theirs alone.
For example, should life be the most horrible of horrible things and responsibility for living in that horrible needs to be taken. Getting angry for instance when you are told this shitty life is your shitty choice is not choice at all, it is a lack of understanding.
For understanding the simple everything needs to be put aside, the upbringing, the circumstances, luck, fate, karma, access to education, finances, many more.
The requirement is to put it all, all the excuses on the mantle, and sit back and think proactively. Think intentionally.
Today, like yesterday, I woke up knowing that this life is shit, the shittest of shit, it would be better not to be here anymore.
Yet, friend, you are here, are you not? Knowing what you know, the shitness of every moment, you still chose it.
The beautiful calm warming coming from your mouth is your evidence that, complaints and all, you are choosing this moment, this life.
It is simple is it not? Too simple to argue this narrator would argue.
You choose your life by choosing to live it. Change can be made, there are countless examples through human history of people going through the most horrific, the most exhausting, the most impossible of impossibles and creating a new life for themselves.
There are countless examples of those who did not choose a different life, they chose this one and chose not to participate in it anymore.
Choosing to breathe immediately means all else is chosen too. Every detail about your life, from sexuality to soap.
Choice, it is mine and it is yours.