Exactly as the title says, Fred writes letters, emails, when they need to be written and posts them here. They’ll be a mixture of stuff, critical feedback, both complimentary and less complimentary.
Yes, friends, they are all real communications, copied and pasted, no editing.
Dr. Ameer Alaraji and the Isabella Plains Medical Centre
Afternoon Isabella Medical,
I write for three reasons, one I requested a Services Australia form (SU415) through my consultation yesterday which was completed incorrectly by Dr. Ameer Alaraji. I am asking he complete the form correctly without me needing a further appointment with him.
The required correction is changing the expected condition length from the over 24 months category to the 13 weeks to 24 months category.
Two, yes, I understand there is a invoice to be paid. The website said bulk billing may or may not be available, on arrival I was not updated, there was a fee of course. I currently have -$500, with no view of this going into positive for at least two weeks. Even then being required to pay a double appointment with this knob is a bit rich and ridiculous. Food in my stomach is probably more important.
Ameer is the most apathetic doctor, person in any healing space I have ever met. My background is working in domestic violence, specialising in Top End First Nations communities. Have also travelled the world specifically to attend healing environments, traditional and non-traditional. I have met a lot of people in the space.
His apathy is to the point I had to tell him to shut his head off and listen to me. Were he able to use his ears rather than continually flap his mouth listening to nothing the appointment would have lasted 10 minutes. Being a doctor does not make you better than me, particularly when you, Ameer, are the pinnacle of ignorant and unintelligent human beings.
To think filling my head with information like you have gets me somewhere, into some sort of a decent life is pure discriminative rascist ignorance. Your life is no life pal, mine is full and phenomenal in every way, having nothing and all.
The answer to your question of the harm information filling my head does required a mirror to accurately give my answer. I would have made you look at yourself pal and then told you, which you know, you give nothing of any value to this world, doctor or no. That your education could have been obtained by anybody with a computer and the internet, not only that their knowledge would far exceed yours in moments. Plus, they would be able to listen, in seven days they would be a better health professional than you, before opening a book they are.
Also, buddy, how you think it is reasonable to make me wait for over 45 minutes of my time past the scheduled appointment and then charge me double for yours is scum, pure scum, please be better.
Please update the form, or alternatively wipe my fee so I can see somebody who is worth seeing. Also, mate, please quit, or get serious mental health support, narcissism and healing spaces do not go together.
Thank you and kind regards,
Frederick Nortje
The Australian Electoral Commission
A response to a text message and an email pressuring me to vote, enrol to vote, stating it is a privilege, stating that privilege while threatening to fine me if I do not. Yeah, no stopping or holding back on this one.
Dear AEC,
How fucking dare you pathetic disgusting pieces of shit send me reminders to enrol to vote.
How fucking dare you be so pathetically disgustingly abusive as you will threaten to fine, punish, slap people on the wrist and still call the voting process a privilege? Do you, anyone in your organisation, in this government, have a functional brain? Or are you the type of pathetic cunt that abuses the fuck out of your kids repetitively and tell yourself you are a good parent?
I guarantee, you fucking oxygen-thieving lowlife cunts, are the latter. Your poor kids, no hope to become decent people. Not to be too upset, you sit there with 27 million other Aussies.
What privilege in the world, any at all, comes with a fine for not participating?
This is actually your position on Australians, they are so fucking dumb and brainwashed that they cannot see this blindingly obvious bullshit. You too, absolutely talking about you too, do you have a functional brain?
Are you going to reply to me with the narrative that it is a privilege because people in other countries are not allowed to vote, get fined, are physically abused, women in particular voided the same rights as others? You ignore what a fine means to szo many people because the cost of living doesn’t affect you in all your affluence? Do you say you own empathy or compassion?
Are you this unintelligent, almost to forgetting how to breathe unintelligent? Please do forget how to breathe, please fucking do.
Are you going to have a sook because I swear? Are you this pathetic?
Are you fat? I bet you are, over 60% of Aussies are, over 60% are mentally as sick as can be. There is no greater mental health issue than seeing how fat you are and letting yourself get more fat. What is this government doing about this? Nothing, and you want me to participate in the voting process?
Doing nothing, yet wasting resource after resource on cigarette package labelling, not even any accountability for fast food chains dressing candy up as food. You want me to vote?
Wake up pathetic cunt.
Or, alternatively, are we going to continue to ignore the third world conditions our First Nations people are living in, the most disgusting of disgusting conditions and do nothing about it except for make a shitload of noise about the latest $180million cheque handed to them? The cheque that does nothing, the cheque that is only designed to silence, the cheque that is all the same abuse as the past?
You think we are all as useless as you?
You want me to vote when cannabis, for decades, has been the devil of all devils, the propaganda fucking pit. This when alcohol, and it is proven statistically, is the most dangerous, toxic and poisonous substance on the planet. Yet, you fucking advertise and encourage it while abusing cannabis. Cannabis, which is actually a medicine, rather than one wine a night might have health benefits, dumbuck shit to sway mentally retarded people, Australian people, you.
Or, alternatively, are you going to side with the end religious hate ignorant cunts? Are you going to expect me to vote for someone who is forcing me to accept and live in ignorance? Are you this pathetic?
I will not accept ignorance, I will not accept any violation of my own being, to suppport a narrative of removing my voice when that voice is speaking against ignorance is the most disgusting of disgusting. When that ignorance is believing people were made from dirt as a starting point, just fuck off, I will not be this braindead and I will not encourage and support others to be either.
Or, alternatively, are you fucking lowlife scum going to respond to me to tell that everyone is expected to vote, it is the law, nothing can be done? You expect me to be as blindly pathetic and follow everything I’m sold? Clearly no, not happening, I choose to add value to this world, you add none.
Are you going to tell me this when once upon a time I was in Iraq. Part of that Iraq was fetching a kidnapped Aussie journalist. The fetching requiring shitloads of cash and adhoc policy changes. So, again, are you going to have so little integrity that this is your argument? You are just the pinnacles of lazy pricks, in the capital of lazy, fucking Australia.
Then, are you going to berate me for poor financial management when I am living homeless in the bush? Yes, you are, our government did this, actually and literally.
Are you going to tell me that it is more important my Super is waiting for me when I reach preservation age? Even after I say to you, ‘what is the point when many people in my position do not make it that far?’
Do any of you care about human life at all?
You don’t, this shit, I could write for a month, more on you cunts.
But, overall, you want me to vote and participate in a process based on governments that prioritise killing people in the most horrific way, supporting others to kill people in horrific ways, ways which create generation upon generation of hardship and suffering for innocent victims?
It can’t be denied, how much per year does Australia spend on the military, killing people? That, all that money, that activity and process is more important than Aboriginal people, homeless people, sexual violence victims, domestic violence victims and every other horrific thing we, particularly you ignore on your streets.
Fuck off, be better, make voting a privilege, earn my fucking vote by doing a good job. For once, do a good job.
You know, and I know that you don’t know because you have a fucked up useless brain, that voting and the fine is there because politicians know the only way to get people to support them is threaten them. Abuse and manipulate people to vote, politics 101. Without it this system would have gone through significant change, it needs to.
It would be interesting to see the percentage of people who actually would show up if they weren’t threatened, manipulated, bullied and abused. It won’t happen though, too obvious proof that politcians, the government, are not respected at all.
From here, just showing that this is just a brief, gentle starting point. From here, we then move into topics of bullying in schools, all that stuff. Of course, should your brain be functional, you already know where this goes, but it is not, so I will fill it in.
Bullying, how can this government look us in the eye and say they give a shit about the safety of our kids, safety of religious belief, free speech, multicultural ‘community’, removing discrimination and rascism? How can you? How can you when you are supporting, encouraging and enforcing violence and dressing it up using words to trick people, voting is a privilege, just how?
How can you possibly think that a single one of you add value to the world? How can you think for a moment that your kids, future generations, would not be better off if you were not here, all of you?
Fuck off and be better lowlife scum.
Frederick Nortje
Oxfam and Lifesaving Australia – Two birds one stone
Dear Oxfam,
Lifesaving Australia, you are included too, the two of you together may have somebody intelligent enough within your organisation to understand, or just somebody whose entire being is not drowning in ignorance. Doubt it, but maybe.
As a reminder Oxfam;
Together, we have the power to create an equal world without the inequalities that keep people in poverty.
We do this by working alongside local partners and communities to deliver life-saving humanitarian relief, long-term anti-poverty projects and powerful campaigns for change.
A world without poverty is possible. You can help us get there.
Oxfam, do you understand the sources of inequality and poverty? Do you really? Do you understand that to undo such behaviours you yourself cannot be contributing and participating in them? You must understand this, how do you not? To contribute to removing inequality you, also, in your personal life must be living towards it to? You understand this yeah?
There is no change in ignorance, hypocrisy, living void of integrity.
Was your first reaction I am, I am this/that, I am working in the space? Was it really? Was your ego the first thing that came to the floor? You contribute nothing to peace and equality you violent hypocrit.
Do you live with any integrity? Any at all? Anybody in your organisations?
Let’s take bullying, manipulating, pressuring, forcing ourselves on one another, making it almost impossible for a passerby to say no for example, and Lifesaving Australia, pay attention.
Lifesaving Australia, do you care about bullying in your organisation? Do you care about your instructors sticking their fingers in little boys arses under the water where nobody can see? Do you really?
Do either of your organisations care about women being brutalised by men, rape, adults fidling with young childrens bit and pieces?
Do either of you care at all? If you are saying yes, then why are you encouraging it? Why are you abusing people in the same way in which I have already mentioned?
I walk by you when doing my shit, you ask me if you can ask me a question, I say no, you keep going! Violent disgusting rapist cunts. How can either of you contribute to a safer world when you are participating in and projecting the same behaviours as rapists and paedophiles?
How do you not know the meaning of no, both of your organisation full of such smart people. No, respecting that no, the absolute base foundation for peace, equality, a generous life, a life of courage, a life of meaning, a life without rape, a life without paedophilia, a safe life.
You are rapists and paedophiles. Every participant in your organisations. There is no difference, these lowlifes do not and cannot take no for an answer, neither do you. Do you understand what I am getting at or is your coward ego fighting it, are you that worthless to the world?
No and yes. Understanding and accepting these words which are so simple but somehow seem like the most complicated in the whole world. After a no, you have no fucking right to pressure me, and everyone else. I should not have to tell you that I said no already! At that stage you should definitely shut your violent mouth, but you do not, like seriously morons.
You must accept my no and fuck off, but you do not, you rape me, you rape everyone who walks past, and you think you are contributing to a better world? Wake up and be better.
You know what, throw some stats at me, I will have an extremely good time with them too. Any reason you give me to write again will be an extremely good time. I have so much to say, so much, and I will say it.
I say no, you accept it, you do not pressure me again, you do not abuse and violate me, you do not ignore my removal of consent. Not continuing to pressure me after I say no once, just once, is the requirement for peace, for change, to do what is fucking right. It is called respect, and more importantly respecting the most important fucking thing in all this bullshit, consent.
Doing what is right, the precursor to peace, how hard is it to understand? How do none of you participate in it?
Consent, Lifesaving Aus I know you know this word, but do you really? Oxfam, do you?
Oh, guys, is your argument this is a one-off? Come on, just come on, I’m not as pathetic as you, this is not an argument. Every single staff that manned the stations at the places I have been wandering has done this, all of them. Your violence, your ignorace, your raping of everybody is systemic within your organisation and it needs to be fixed.
Oxfam, your executive, anyone really, how much savings do you have? How many houses do you own? How often do you update you materialistic wasteful shit, how much do you destroy the world with your ignorance.
All your toys, your extra house, hoarding money for future generations because you were too much of a disgustingly ignorant incompetent incapable parent to raise them to make a life of their own lives. Is any of this you? And, Oxfam in particular, you say you give a fuck about removing poverty?
Come on guys, just come on, for the first time in your life project some integrity. You are doing nothing for poverty, peace, a better world, removing bullying, rape, paedophilia from the world. You are doing everything for you own ego, nothing else. Absolute cowards, everyone in your organisation, none of you know what courage is.
Look, just be fucking better morons, like seriously, be safe, project safety, project care for your fellow human being, look at the world for what it is rather than the ignorant shit you want it to be. Wake up!
Because I want to keep writing but have other shit to do, here is some more, this email will be posted there too and likely anything else I send to you too, thegroundskeeper52.com. If you want to know what it actually means to give a fuck about anything but your own pathetic ego have a read, start with part one the Aussie refugee.
Your friend in peace (if you ever choose it),
Frederick Coenraad Nortje
Applying for jobs
Dear ignorant twat,
To be honest, the last thing in the world I want to do is work for another ignorant hypocritical organisation (therefore, work in Australia). However, it is more important to me that I tick the box which allows me to get the resources I require to leave this ignorance hell known as Australia.
You see, Australia, you, is so pathetically ignorant that we will bang on about bullying, forcing others to only say what everyone says, but never actually look in the mirror to understand its behaviour.
For instance, Australia will send a man to war, glorifying killing other people, prioritise murder over those dying in horrific circumstances, on our own shores, in our own First Nations communities, hidden away from all. Hidden, and me, us, required to keep our mouth shut when that horrific is a 23-year-old man hanging from a power pole in Maningrida in full view of everyone.
Not an isolated event.
Or, alternatively, women will walk to the clinic in Gunbalanya with their faces bashed in, before this worker has even finished his morning coffee. They will hold their daughter’s hand as they go, another won’t be let in because the clinic is treating a man’s sprained wrist, you know how he got it right?
Then, that same community, an opportunity to make some ground, to bring some safe back, but only if the program leader comes to see their leaders. He didn’t, his ego would not allow him to take chartered planes, had to come on a cloud of glory in the police plane. Charlie King of course, an Aboriginal man, well, not really, he has abandoned his brothers and sisters for his ego, a white man with semi-brown skin.
It was cancelled, as his worker said it would be, community conversation didn’t happen, no change, no progress, just the continued ego reinforcement of a coward and his craven co. And, of course, another promise broken by those singing salvation, the generational trauma reinforcement continues.
Oh, it was cancelled the night before.
Back to the soldier, all this, but when he has nothing, nothing at all. Living in the bush in a hammock with nothing but weetbix, he is required to tick a box to get his own money to save his own life. He must first be dependant on the government.
Super can’t be changed, the law, not even fight worthy apparently. Yet, the law can change, the soldier knows this. He knows it will be changed, shitloads of resources expended, to recover a kidnapped journalist in Iraq. The soldier was there, he was part of the team, lucky he wasn’t killed. But, still, nothing can be done.
Are you starting to understand?
I know your organisation is just like Catholic Care NT, who I have included in this, nothing but ignorance, zero integrity, a bunch of cowards cowarding like only cowards can. Thoughtless brainless mindless zombies who follow a narrative and nothing else.
Narelle Gosstray, she was my manager at CCNT, a woman who’s previous job, and her words, had her managing nothing and nobody. My response is that it was still too much responsibility. The same goes for you.
Other examples, this place, your place, what you do, the lack of integrity. Charlie King, bullies and manipulates, does not listen, his wife, the CEO is a beaten down bitch (the canine comparison), Charlie the doer. The executive the enabler. Raising a program to fight for social issues does not immediately absolve you of your own violence, like all of you seem to think.
This is the thinkless and thoughtless I am here to discuss, you are all it, when you live in hypocrisy, like you do, you cannot contribute to healing and peace. You have to be the example at all times in everything, right now you are it at zero times in nothing, just like Charlie King.
When you tell somebody you work in the social discipline as an excuse for why they should listen to your snot have you taken the time to reflect on your industry, at all?
The mental health crisis is out of control, it is worse than ever, clearly. If you have the capacity to use your own brain to think actively, that means to look at your experience for what is rather than what you want it to be, it is there in every moment.
21.7% of Aussies will experience a mental health crisis in their lifetime. Yet, 65% are overweight or obese, are you arguing this is not a mental health issue? Again, please, brain. There is no mental illness worse, more clear in its presentation, than looking at yourself in the mirror, seeing how unhealthy you are and letting yourself get more unhealthy. To not be able to walk up a hill without puffing, panting, sweating and making the ugliest faces under the sun the whole time is the sickness of all sicknesses.
Yet, 65% of Aussies are fat, and we think we have something to offer in the mental health world, just generally, the health world. How many of your staff are overweight, how many of them are telling people how to be healthy, mentally healthy? Come on, integrity now, that thing you say to everyone you have, use it please, understand your organisation is nothing but hypocrisy.
Continue to belief, religion in particular, fighting and creating separation based on something that is less than a guess, there is absolutely no evidence for. However, we gather, and groan and sing pathetic songs to something while we absolutely ignore the evidence of experience in front of our eyes. 61% of us are still brainwashed by belief, the religion type, mental illness of all mental illnesses number two.
Oh, and uh, this ignornace of religion and obesity can be expressed but I am not allowed to point out this obvious crap? I’m fat-shaming when I am correcting that pile of slobber thinking any part of the life it lives is healthy. You can be ignorant but I am not allowed to be in integrity?
This is Australia.
Do you think that genocide in Australia was a good thing? If you are a christian you do, otherwise you are a hypocrit, the hypocrit of all hypocrits, that very same thing that your messiah upturned tables and chairs banging on about. Heaven has no place for hypocrits from what I hear.
Use your brain, again, look at the origins of this thing, look at the genocide at its hands, look at its involvement in the genocide in this country, and the horrible that followed, assimiliation anyone?
Your industry is the biggest failure on this earth with the exception of politics. Freud, Jung, these are irrelevant to healing and to progress. These, same to you, will be replaced by plants and people like me, you are already being replaced by plants and people like me.
Your studies show that psilocybin for example is the equivalent of years of intentional therapy, years, and that is with you knobs running it. Someone like me, the very few of us that understand healing (because we actually do it), those numbers are nothing compared to what they can be.
To do this right, healing right, you need to live in integrity; every word, every action, every decision needs to be in integrity, you need to be living what you are teaching. This industry is not just about the privileged who can attend university to put money in their own pockets like Charles Darwin University said to me, yep actually said it, it is about people, care, empathy, compassion, under-fucking-standing.
You need to be fixing yourself to be with the others, then you understand the next thing; the only thing you can do is learn to be with yourself, and not interrupt your mate when they are going through their shit. They need to experience it fully, as you experienced yours. You have not if the topic is still a narrative in your head, you need to do shit to maintain that thing, you are afraid of it overcoming your life again, continue to be triggered.
When you cannot be with her like this you are a failure, you are all a failure, you cannot be with yourself while you support others being them, it is embarrassing what you have done with healing. Your job is simply to interrupt repetitive limiting narratives, but first you must know them, know them in yourself. Integrity, starting to understand the word yet?
An example. this triggers me, well yes, it triggers you and you are using that to try and force and control me from projecting me, you are doing to me what was done to you and you say you want a better world? A safer world?
It is your trigger, you are doing the harm now, you, it is for you to be with that trigger, to take responsibility of it and stop using it as an excuse for all the violence you project to the world. You are harming you now, and others, with that trigger. You are that whom did it to you, one and the same: paedophile father, abusive mother, touchy feely uncle, rapist girlfriend. You are them.
You, your whole industry is this same pure ignorance and it is doing so much harm. You are equal to the heathens mentioned in the previous paragraph, one and the same. Ignorance is harm.
The harm that was done to a good good man when his manager, rather than correcting the problem requiring correcting (Charlie King’s ego), disciplined him without evidence, solely because he was a man, purely on discrimination. When discrimination was our fight.
The team-leader, having this trash next to her, bullied, exaggerated actions to try and get her way, manipulated. When bullying and manipulation is supposed to be the No More m.o.
We were supposed to care about those bashed women we witnessed, the hanging boy, the missing girl, the teenager selling her body to an elder for cigarettes, drugs and fucking alcohol. But no we in the care, just me.
And, now, that good good man, is away from Australia more than he is home, this will be the last time here through necessity, if he has to come back, he will not.
Are you understanding yet? Do you see the effects of your ignorance.
So, I don’t want to work for you, I am better than you, all of you combined. Instead, come and do drugs with me, psilocybin, mushies are popping up everywhere now. Let’s load you up, help you to understand what it actually means to be with yourself, feel all the ignorance you express to the world, understand it, change yourself, then come back to where you are and see if anything you do, have done, adds value to the world, moves it forward.
Zed3, you don’t, to think a piece of paper from that industry makes you competent or have any right to support people with these medicines, is braindead shit guys, just braindead. In fact, to think any of the pieces of paper from this industry, regardless how many years you wasted filling your head with other people’s words, removing all sense of individuality, awareness and creativity in the process, is brainless. That paper is not even any good for wiping arses, all though the crumply papered qualifications might be alright. I’ll try it sometime, have them myself.
So, no, fuck working for you, I don’t want to be abused my employer, I want them to support me, you don’t, won’t, can’t. Which is funny, to be exempt from Centrelink reporting I need one of you mentally sick pricks to diagnose me with a sickness, like how fucked up and pathetic is that? But, what is even more pathetic, refusing to be bullied in the workplace is not an option for exemption.
It makes sense right? When 27 million people let the government bully them, lie to them, are brainless drones the biggest enemy is he/she-who-uses-their-own-brain.
Example, again, voting, a privilege? You know it comes with the threat of a $20 fine for not participating? Maybe that $20 to you is nothing but, then again, you are not a homeless man in the bush eating weetbix, a single mother with children requiring around-the-clock care, a father who lost his wife and is left trying to keep his house and provide for his kids. Of course it’s not the same as violating women’s rights, forcing people to the booth, putting guns in between it and them……… of course not…………
Of course not, it is not what you want it to be.
You all bully, none of you listen, you do not listen because your boat is not being floated, ego identification and inflation has become your world. Your ears are fucking useless.
So, again, applying to give you an opportunity to be better people, for the very first time to contribute value to the world, and most importantly to ensure I tick a box that allows me to access my super without complication in 10 or so weeks.
Won’t even charge you for the session or the drugs, money comes into none of what I do, I’m not a greedy piece of shit, would you do what you do for free? Work to heal others if they don’t give you something for it? Are you really doing any healing?
Welcome to donate of course.
Kind regards,
Frederick Nortje