Not that box ticking, all though he has been doing a little of that too, doing it very well. The evidence is clear, screaming epileptic type fit clear.
But, it’ll be equally entertaining, instead Fred ticks Centrelink’s … ticks it good, real good. Figures, since he has to write these applications to engage in numbers in database putting might as well have some fun with it. See if it can be done with integrity.
Northern Territory (mainly) mental health spaces
Dear ignorant twat,
To be honest, the last thing in the world I want to do is work for another ignorant hypocritical organisation (therefore, work in Australia). However, it is more important to me that I tick the box which allows me to get the resources I require to leave this ignorance hell known as Australia.
You see, Australia, you, is so pathetically ignorant that we will bang on about bullying, forcing others to only say what everyone says, but never actually look in the mirror to understand its behaviour.
For instance, Australia will send a man to war, glorifying killing other people, prioritise murder over those dying in horrific circumstances, on our own shores, in our own First Nations communities, hidden away from all. Hidden, and me, us, required to keep our mouth shut when that horrific is a 23-year-old man hanging from a power pole in Maningrida in full view of everyone.
Not an isolated event.
Or, alternatively, women will walk to the clinic in Gunbalanya with their faces bashed in, before this worker has even finished his morning coffee. They will hold their daughter’s hand as they go, another won’t be let in because the clinic is treating a man’s sprained wrist, you know how he got it right?
Then, that same community, an opportunity to make some ground, to bring some safe back, but only if the program leader comes to see their leaders. He didn’t, his ego would not allow him to take chartered planes, had to come on a cloud of glory in the police plane. Charlie King of course, an Aboriginal man, well, not really, he has abandoned his brothers and sisters for his ego, a white man with semi-brown skin.
It was cancelled, as his worker said it would be, community conversation didn’t happen, no change, no progress, just the continued ego reinforcement of a coward and his craven co. And, of course, another promise broken by those singing salvation, the generational trauma reinforcement continues.
Oh, it was cancelled the night before.
Back to the soldier, all this, but when he has nothing, nothing at all. Living in the bush in a hammock with nothing but weetbix, he is required to tick a box to get his own money to save his own life. He must first be dependant on the government.
Super can’t be changed, the law, not even fight worthy apparently. Yet, the law can change, the soldier knows this. He knows it will be changed, shitloads of resources expended, to recover a kidnapped journalist in Iraq. The soldier was there, he was part of the team, lucky he wasn’t killed. But, still, nothing can be done.
Are you starting to understand?
I know your organisation is just like Catholic Care NT, who I have included in this, nothing but ignorance, zero integrity, a bunch of cowards cowarding like only cowards can. Thoughtless brainless mindless zombies who follow a narrative and nothing else.
Narelle Gosstray, she was my manager at CCNT, a woman who’s previous job, and her words, had her managing nothing and nobody. My response is that it was still too much responsibility. The same goes for you.
Other examples, this place, your place, what you do, the lack of integrity. Charlie King, bullies and manipulates, does not listen, his wife, the CEO is a beaten down bitch (the canine comparison), Charlie the doer. The executive the enabler. Raising a program to fight for social issues does not immediately absolve you of your own violence, like all of you seem to think.
This is the thinkless and thoughtless I am here to discuss, you are all it, when you live in hypocrisy, like you do, you cannot contribute to healing and peace. You have to be the example at all times in everything, right now you are it at zero times in nothing, just like Charlie King.
When you tell somebody you work in the social discipline as an excuse for why they should listen to your snot have you taken the time to reflect on your industry, at all?
The mental health crisis is out of control, it is worse than ever, clearly. If you have the capacity to use your own brain to think actively, that means to look at your experience for what is rather than what you want it to be, it is there in every moment.
21.7% of Aussies will experience a mental health crisis in their lifetime. Yet, 65% are overweight or obese, are you arguing this is not a mental health issue? Again, please, brain. There is no mental illness worse, more clear in its presentation, than looking at yourself in the mirror, seeing how unhealthy you are and letting yourself get more unhealthy. To not be able to walk up a hill without puffing, panting, sweating and making the ugliest faces under the sun the whole time is the sickness of all sicknesses.
Yet, 65% of Aussies are fat, and we think we have something to offer in the mental health world, just generally, the health world. How many of your staff are overweight, how many of them are telling people how to be healthy, mentally healthy? Come on, integrity now, that thing you say to everyone you have, use it please, understand your organisation is nothing but hypocrisy.
Continue to belief, religion in particular, fighting and creating separation based on something that is less than a guess, there is absolutely no evidence for. However, we gather, and groan and sing pathetic songs to something while we absolutely ignore the evidence of experience in front of our eyes. 61% of us are still brainwashed by belief, the religion type, mental illness of all mental illnesses number two.
Oh, and uh, this ignornace of religion and obesity can be expressed but I am not allowed to point out this obvious crap? I’m fat-shaming when I am correcting that pile of slobber thinking any part of the life it lives is healthy. You can be ignorant but I am not allowed to be in integrity?
This is Australia.
Do you think that genocide in Australia was a good thing? If you are a christian you do, otherwise you are a hypocrit, the hypocrit of all hypocrits, that very same thing that your messiah upturned tables and chairs banging on about. Heaven has no place for hypocrits from what I hear.
Use your brain, again, look at the origins of this thing, look at the genocide at its hands, look at its involvement in the genocide in this country, and the horrible that followed, assimiliation anyone?
Your industry is the biggest failure on this earth with the exception of politics. Freud, Jung, these are irrelevant to healing and to progress. These, same to you, will be replaced by plants and people like me, you are already being replaced by plants and people like me.
Your studies show that psilocybin for example is the equivalent of years of intentional therapy, years, and that is with you knobs running it. Someone like me, the very few of us that understand healing (because we actually do it), those numbers are nothing compared to what they can be.
To do this right, healing right, you need to live in integrity; every word, every action, every decision needs to be in integrity, you need to be living what you are teaching. This industry is not just about the privileged who can attend university to put money in their own pockets like Charles Darwin University said to me, yep actually said it, it is about people, care, empathy, compassion, under-fucking-standing.
You need to be fixing yourself to be with the others, then you understand the next thing; the only thing you can do is learn to be with yourself, and not interrupt your mate when they are going through their shit. They need to experience it fully, as you experienced yours. You have not if the topic is still a narrative in your head, you need to do shit to maintain that thing, you are afraid of it overcoming your life again, continue to be triggered.
When you cannot be with her like this you are a failure, you are all a failure, you cannot be with yourself while you support others being them, it is embarrassing what you have done with healing. Your job is simply to interrupt repetitive limiting narratives, but first you must know them, know them in yourself. Integrity, starting to understand the word yet?
An example. this triggers me, well yes, it triggers you and you are using that to try and force and control me from projecting me, you are doing to me what was done to you and you say you want a better world? A safer world?
It is your trigger, you are doing the harm now, you, it is for you to be with that trigger, to take responsibility of it and stop using it as an excuse for all the violence you project to the world. You are harming you now, and others, with that trigger. You are that whom did it to you, one and the same: paedophile father, abusive mother, touchy feely uncle, rapist girlfriend. You are them.
You, your whole industry is this same pure ignorance and it is doing so much harm. You are equal to the heathens mentioned in the previous paragraph, one and the same. Ignorance is harm.
The harm that was done to a good good man when his manager, rather than correcting the problem requiring correcting (Charlie King’s ego), disciplined him without evidence, solely because he was a man, purely on discrimination. When discrimination was our fight.
The team-leader, having this trash next to her, bullied, exaggerated actions to try and get her way, manipulated. When bullying and manipulation is supposed to be the No More m.o.
We were supposed to care about those bashed women we witnessed, the hanging boy, the missing girl, the teenager selling her body to an elder for cigarettes, drugs and fucking alcohol. But no we in the care, just me.
And, now, that good good man, is away from Australia more than he is home, this will be the last time here through necessity, if he has to come back, he will not.
Are you understanding yet? Do you see the effects of your ignorance.
So, I don’t want to work for you, I am better than you, all of you combined. Instead, come and do drugs with me, psilocybin, mushies are popping up everywhere now. Let’s load you up, help you to understand what it actually means to be with yourself, feel all the ignorance you express to the world, understand it, change yourself, then come back to where you are and see if anything you do, have done, adds value to the world, moves it forward.
Zed3, you don’t, to think a piece of paper from that industry makes you competent or have any right to support people with these medicines, is braindead shit guys, just braindead. In fact, to think any of the pieces of paper from this industry, regardless how many years you wasted filling your head with other people’s words, removing all sense of individuality, awareness and creativity in the process, is brainless. That paper is not even any good for wiping arses, all though the crumply papered qualifications might be alright. I’ll try it sometime, have them myself.
So, no, fuck working for you, I don’t want to be abused my employer, I want them to support me, you don’t, won’t, can’t. Which is funny, to be exempt from Centrelink reporting I need one of you mentally sick pricks to diagnose me with a sickness, like how fucked up and pathetic is that? But, what is even more pathetic, refusing to be bullied in the workplace is not an option for exemption.
It makes sense right? When 27 million people let the government bully them, lie to them, are brainless drones the biggest enemy is he/she-who-uses-their-own-brain.
Example, again, voting, a privilege? You know it comes with the threat of a $20 fine for not participating? Maybe that $20 to you is nothing but, then again, you are not a homeless man in the bush eating weetbix, a single mother with children requiring around-the-clock care, a father who lost his wife and is left trying to keep his house and provide for his kids. Of course it’s not the same as violating women’s rights, forcing people to the booth, putting guns in between it and them……… of course not…………
Of course not, it is not what you want it to be.
You all bully, none of you listen, you do not listen because your boat is not being floated, ego identification and inflation has become your world. Your ears are fucking useless.
So, again, applying to give you an opportunity to be better people, for the very first time to contribute value to the world, and most importantly to ensure I tick a box that allows me to access my super without complication in 10 or so weeks.
Won’t even charge you for the session or the drugs, money comes into none of what I do, I’m not a greedy piece of shit, would you do what you do for free? Work to heal others if they don’t give you something for it? Are you really doing any healing?
Welcome to donate of course.
Kind regards,
Frederick Nortje
The RSL
Dear RSLs,
Was having a little debate on the walk in today, coffee then gym or gym then coffee. Thought about it for a moment and a little info popped into my head, well Fred, science says that after exercise you are clearer, more articulate, may even use some fancy words.
Of course, decided better have the coffee first, this group are definitely some of the bluntest bayonets in the battery, not too fancy now. But anyway, your and my English is very compatible because of the blunt, so thank you for that. Thinking about a compliment sandwich here but not sure I have a second one.
Anyhoo. I apply today as part of Centrelink requirements, have no intention of working for you however there is a box ticking requirement to meet and this I am doing. You know a fair bit about this, yeah, box ticking? But, I do it with a little difference to you, with integrity.
Yes, I’d like to earn a living from you but not from doing anything you want me to do, that would be the dumbest thing available. Moreso, for you to do what I want you to do, to be better people, just decent people, wake tomorrow and for the first time start adding value to this world. To use your own brains for their purpose, to think for yourself.
The applications go to where they matter, the shit I give a shit about, my fellow brothers and sisters in arms is a huge one on that list. The Government soon enough, you are practice for my application to the position of PM.
Really, to be honest, the odds are not stacked in my favour of getting a job by then …….. But, I’ll probably be so unpopular that I’ll be the perfect PM candidate, not sure how this works, but it does for this position, so giving it a red hot crack!
And, of course, I don’t mind getting fucked in the arse so that’s an added bonus, half way there. But, then, have respect for myself, probably offsets it.
See, red hot crack …. hard to argue.
There is a story, it will help you understand some of my grievances;
Over the last week I have watched in all different ways my country continue to glorify war, celebrate killing people in horrific ways. We have celebrated and banged on about the soldier, those that have represented this country in the hells of all hells being a man, or a woman, that matters, they really matter from what I hear. Matters enough to idolise their activities.
Sadly, however, in my personal experience, only matters until he does not. Until he asks questions that should be answered. Until he asks you to get off your fat arses and do something that matters, represent that fucking soldier when he needs representation, when he is the available example for all soldiers. Not in the good way.
Honestly RSL, Matt, Mark, David, every single one of your representatives who I discussed my shit with, how the fuck could you do nothing, nothing at all? How could your branch, state, national office do nothing at all? Just how?
It is heartbreaking how lazy you are when you are supposed to be fighting for those who fucking actually fought!!
A man, any man, should not be left living in the bush with nothing, his only option to be dependant on the government before he has any opportunity to give himself a living, to save his life, let alone a war veteran who helped saved another man’s.
Not when he has $250,000.00 sitting in his super, this should not fucking happen. Apathy is the only reason you can accept this, and that means doing nothing, feeling nothing, having no compassion, care and empathy when it is your job title.
A bus driver, an absolute random, was the man who took me into his arms and we broke down together when I finally broke because of this shit. I was walking to a cliff, the highest in Australia; weetbix with water, living in the bush was no living.
RSL, you knew all this, bar the bus driver part. You knew where I was walking those days before I met you. Yet, you did nothing.
Integrity anybody at all?
Every ANZAC celebration this weekend was absolute bullshit (that’s before the disgusting booing of our first nation’s people celebrating their beautiful traditions), lies, an effort from a mediocre pathetic coward organisation to pretend it cares, to pretend it gives a shit.
To pretend the only reason these people, you people, hold your positions is because of anything other then the numbers in your databases and/or the fucking egos in your heads. You are useless, absolutely useless.
You know RSL, your reps, from the Hobart RSL in particular did not raise a single red flag when I came to their door? Not when I wrote an email about self-harm? Not when I made it clear the ridiculously vulnerable situation I was in, a situation almost no other man would have survived? So much not-one-red-flag that I left the country without as much as a question, yeah I was in that same vulnerable state.
Just had 20k now, and was overseas with free access to every drug under the sun. You knew this too RSL, my heavy drug usage included.
Come on guys, do you really know what care means? Integrity means?
So, my application is to help you remove this useless, be an organisation that gives a shit. My previous application is applied below, a DV team that was the reason I walked away from everything, it has the solution for you too.
Seriously guys, just seriously, at least pretend to be decent human beings. Maybe start by being human beings I suppose rather than mindless brainless following soldier drones.
Oh, the sandwich, found a second (compliment). The Army holds a special place in my heart, it gave me the support I needed to go from an environment of confusion, one where my independence was shattered to another that gave me everything I needed to exist. The Army supported me to grow into my skin, to learn to know I was going to be okay.
Entering the Army, representing my country in war, the mates, laughs, beautiful beautiful times, so proud I was. So very proud. It was a huge reason I did not end up in a ditch with a needle in my arm. It was the same reason for many of us boys.
To know that the words that got me there would be the very same ones that would leave me freezing in the bush is a hard pill to swallow.
The other pill, the one most would have taken, one that comes with severe isolation, she is a lot easier to put down the throat.
Love and Kisses,
Frederick Nortje