Really just adore how the right things come into my life at the very right time. Expanding on the medicine stuff to the environment is step two. Maybe some of your prejudice, especially you seeker, is removed by now and we can move forward together in learning openly, without ego identification.
The things that come in, Anja, seems like I’m getting stuck into her for the sake of it, because she went that way instead of this one. No, none of that. Getting stuck into her because it is what is needed, she tells me she is a seeker, lives in love and then violates my space, does it repetitively, there is no love in ignorance, no seeking at all. She has no ears to hear, no eyes to see, no openness to the harm she does to herself, does to you when you come for help. It is not just her, but everybody in her environment, equally the blindest leading the blindest.
She, and her environment, is not helping anyone, there is no freedom. Instead they are leading all who they interact with straight into the worst of worst places, a place where their previous ignorance is simply replaced by new ignorance. The environment, every detail about it is pure ignorance, nothing but, not a true word said from any mouth to any ear. Including the tribes they are learning from, it is all belief, and belief only. I don’t need to attend it to know, I already know, so does she, so do they.
It took me five conversations, five very specific conversations, before Anja was even willing to think about removing discrimination from our space, before she would or could listen to me. Five of them and what I was saying and asking was the simplest of simple, accept me as I accept you.
This is Anja’s current environment, and we all know it, the one she says is super positive. It is not, it is full discrimination. Everybody is discriminating against everybody, they are doing this in community together. Not one person, including Anja, is interested in removing discrimination from their world. None are seekers, unless you call attachment to exclusivity seeking, which it is not.
The conversation with her in the letter to Woman, the accepting others for who they are, the environment they come from, understanding our words came from this space, they are the same. Learning words do not separate us and what we are trying to achieve is the most basic of basic steps to freedom, listening, opening a world of unity and peace.
Other words, creating a world without prejudice, bias and discrimination. Anja, removing discrimination is step one, absolute step one, like, mate, you are not there yet, no progress at all bud. Not even willing to remove discrimination from your world, barely interested in listening, and you wonder why nobody in your life listens to you? It’s obvious bud, super obvious, you are full of shit, are living in pure ignorance, your life is violence pal, nothing but.
The dumbness extends so far too. In a week I taught her the most important lesson of her life, none more important, to see your fellow human being as a human, see them beyond what you want them to be. Remove discrimination from your world. The hardest part is that I had to do it, a bloke with bugger all traditional medicine environment experience, no community tooting his horn, no people working together for freedom around him. Yes, not one of them, after putting ridiculous amounts of shit in their body for so long is able to pickup the discrimination in their environment, what it does to the world. Again, shows everybody how ridiculously harmful and violent the environment is, how they are dragging every lost soul that comes to them into the worst of worst place too.
This environment, Anja’s, is literally a bunch of junkies getting together doing only junkie things, encouraging everyone to sit there and be junkies with them. So, let’s please, stop being junkies, start being seekers of healing and freedom instead.
The medicine environment is one of seeking, openness and safety, discrimination has no part in it. Discrimination has no part in it because it has no part in safety, in freedom at all, living our own free lives. Which is the sad part about Anja and her environment, it is another prison, a prison worse than Australia, a prison which they are convincing themselves is not a prison when it absolutely is. It’s the only thing it is.
This prison, they are in there, all their friends are in there, their family, and they hold the door wide open for every person they come in contact with. There are no prisons, no fences, no discrimination in freedom, and definitely no pathetic energy fields. Let’s discover this more together.
The Anja conversation and her environment above are examples to explain what we are learning, thank you for providing it bud. I have many and we will use them as our basis moving forward. It’ll be fun, am sure.
Energy Fields
The stuff above, the primary target of it is only the target as she and her environment are the most recent example, they represent all of you, every one of you so far in my experience, even Scott (his environment is much better than yours, he is almost there, you are not, not even close). Visited and interacted with many of you, you are all the same. Full of snot!
There are some medicine providers I have attended which are pure awesome, one actually, a young bloke near Mazunte, Roberto. Beautiful beautiful young man. However, his environment is not an environment, it is just him. There is another who does it even better, much much better, but he is also not an environment, again solely solo, Me clearly. I do this stuff better than anyone ever, guarantee it, but I’m not doing it anymore. Have done my part, this is it, more than any of you have ever done to move the movement forward in safety and then some.
Environment in this scenario means the community, people coming together with a motivation that is consistent throughout, in this case the psychedelic medicines are the motivating factor. The drugs are not being used for freedom and healing however, they are being used to separate you from me, and everybody else. What people think of you, how cool this stuff is, is all that matters. We both know it, you are not willing to see the simple SIMPLE truth through your coward belief identification.
There are things you know about a provider before attending. On identifying the triggers you should immediately close the search window down, remove all interest in attending and look elsewhere. The very top of the list is when energy fields become involved.
Energy fields so big that I have to walk 20 minutes off the property in order to have a cigarette. Yeah, apparently, my smoking is getting in the way of the spirits and energy in the space being open and free enough to allow progress. Like, seriously, what rubbish!
An imaginary border around your space, just like the imaginary border around countries, simply a tool to keep shit out, force stuff to never leave. It is all fear, borders of countries are created and maintained through fear, as your energy fields are created and maintained through fear. There is no fear, especially make believe imaginary fear in healing. It is rubbish.
This energy field is not an energy field at all. It is simply you do not want to be challenged in any way, so you block all challenges out. You are afriad of everything outside your space and afraid of everything inside it. The energy field means, in its most simple definition, fear, I am afraid of everything and everyone.
You cannot lead someone to healing and freedom when fear is the dominant factor in your space, in your life.
Peru, almost all providers talk about this rubbish, weak weak people leading the medicine space. Weak people, weak environments, all of yours, have no business in healing and freedom. Cowardice and living a full free life do not go together.
You have an energy field around your space, talk to it, make it everything and you are a coward, an absolute coward who cannot deal with any challenges, of opinion, of yourself, within yourself, nothing. It is pathetic, you are pathetic. Yet, you are leading people, like, seriously wake up.
Fences and healing they do not go together, not at all. Healing, freedom, means I remove all fear, all fences, all boundaries that I set for myself. I walk and roam freely within my experience, both physically and mentally.
Freedom not fences, there is no other way to living a full life.
Fences, the story
The funny thing about fences in the healing and freedom space is that they are not fences at all.
Maybe a bit of rope, not even, what’s that really fragile material called that is often put around an area to separate it, used at kids parties often? Streamers. that’s it.
Streamers, funnily enough, is all your fences are. Can go under them, over them, rip it apart with no effort. But, you don’t, do not even think to touch it and try it out for vulnerability. Everybody accepts the fence as being a fence and never think to test its strength or for a way through, under or over it. A way out.
Fences in life are your discrimination, bias, prejudice, following shit for the sake of following it.
Take money for example. Pause.
Money, you pathetic healing space, all of you almost. The money you charge is pure greedy shit, how the fuck can you charge $800 USD or more for a two or three night, even week long, program in Ecuador, Guatemala, Peru, Colombia, Nicaragua, Bolivia, many many more cheap countries? Like how? You are nothing but a greedy piece of self serving (in the worst of worst ways) shit.
Cannot remember the facility name, San Marcos la Laguna, not a medicine space, a spirtuality and healing space. Charge absolutely atrocious fees for their offerings, in this place, this super cheap place and their prices for everything, the most basic sessions, are equal to all prices from Australia, the US. Scum, absolute scum.
Yeah, people, the money charged is another factor that should immediately tell you to ignore this scum. Charging western prices in the cheapest of cheap places, these people are doing nothing but filling their own pockets. Honestly, guys, too, this is 99% plus of medicine environments. It is absolutely disgusting.
Back to money, everyone is absolutely addicted to it. Following and following and following those who have lots. The greediest of greedy who give none of that lots to anything but themselves is who you follow. You attempt to emulate them, never willing to look at your attachment to it and the harm it is doing to yourself and your world.
It is a fence surrounding a tiny tiny paddock. A paddock with, in Australia, 27 million people stuck in. All piled up on top of one another miles and miles high. The people at the top being able to see those outside the paddock, outside the fence, all one to seven of them running around freely, smiling, doing what they want when they want, having a bloody good free time.
You wonder, how do I get there, how do I be free? I cannot right now, am stuck inside this fence, there is no getting out.
You get sick of it, decide to check the fence, realise it is a streamer, lift it up, walk under without effort, and wham bam thank you man, freedom is brought to my life.
Fences aren’t really fences, they are simply you following shit blindly and having no ability to think your own thoughts, fight for a better life, even start to attempt to bring a better life to your world. Fences are in your head, they are the boundaries you have created for yourself, you have put yourself in the prison you live.
Energy fields are this same prison, it is not a prison at all. Simply fear that only exists in your own head.
Scott
Scott, Magia Verde, mentioned the place already.
He facilitates really well simply by not being in the space of the participant almost at all. Checking on us occasionally, not getting involved, even when I am clearly having a ridiculously tough time. Absolutely perfect.
Clearly I continue to promote Scott’s environment even though belief lives in his space. The place would improve considerably, probably be perfect if he removed it from his being. The fact he does this so well is all that matters for now.
Scott believes the things about medicine he does but does not push it onto anyone. However, the fact he uses belief in discussing the space means full healing is not available to participants, just almost full healing. Conversation and learning becomes blocked at a point due to Scott’s position. Most people have not reached any form of healing yet, Scott helps them to understand the basics of the path, really really beautiful.
The other detail about Scott however, where we know there is confusion in his life, the confusion primarily his belief system, is his body. Not disgusting like Bwiti Patrick but noticeably overweight.
Facilitator’s bodies, they should be healthy. The more one respects themselves the more healthy the body. Scott’s only problem, does not respect himself enough to really respect himself, therefore cannot really talk to it.
Medicine, the outcomes, first step is to learn, love and respect oneself totally. When a facilitator does not have this respect for themself they cannot really ask anybody else to, it’s hypocrisy. Hypocrisy being ignorance and ignorance having no space in healing and freedom.
Still, ridiculously beautiful man doing ridiculously diculously beautiful things.
Thanks Scott, keep it up good buddy, just remove that belief rubbish from your life and you will be the very best of the very best facilitators pal.
Fad and function
Medicine spaces full of fadists are easy to identify. For one, look around you, the whole scene, try not to be focussed on the disgusting looking liquid being placed in front of people, it is a minor detail, the whole scene, look.
Look around, watch the hosts, watch other people, pay attention to the environment.
Is everyone taking photos and videos of every step? Is instagram and whatever social media posts the first thing someone goes to with new photos, new experiences, are they using these things at all in the medicine space? Is the host uploading and uploading and uploading?
This is not a medicine environment, it is a junkie environment, all about the fad. In fact, if you are attending a healthy space technology and sharing this stuff will not be any motivation, no videos, no constant online access, no anything like that. Conversation, opening experience together will be the dominant force, the only force.
Healing, freedom, opening and supporting others is an altruistic pursuit, it is for me and for you only, we share it together, there is no fad, clique, ego in it. When someone, anyone, is uploading and sharing medicine/healing work the only thing they are attending for is the hype behind it, because of what others think of them. Their rubbish toxic junkie environment in particular.
No true healing space, seeker or provider will use any of this phone stuff ever, their only purpose will be the function, healing. A real seeker, a real healing space, a real facilitator will not upload their experiences, won’t take photos or videos, definitely will not share them hoping for their tools to be toted.
Healing is a me pursuit, medicine is a me pursuit, unless you are teaching others how to do it there should be no sharing at all. In fact, while you are at this very very basic level of learning the only thing you are doing with your sharing is holding the whole environment back, you should not be sharing a single thing.
Cigarettes and cannabis
Medicine space, did you know I love getting stuck into you pathetic ignoramuses?
Was thinking about hanging out in some spirituality spaces that had medicine but is not the primary focus, but I did not need to attend a single one of them to know that it is pointless, their environment is rubbish. Discrimination and making themselves out to be better than everyone else is the only thing their space is about.
We know this because all of their websites, just about all of them, state it is an inclusive environment where all work together to remove the barriers to community. But, then, the Frequently Asked Questions section will talk about cigarettes and cannabis, they are not allowed on the property at all.
Come on guys, just come one, how can you call your space a place of freedom when you are placing restrictions and controls on it borne of nothing but separation, judgement, discrimination, fear, ignorance, not having a single clue about what you are providing?
This is the crux with all medicine, and spirituality, environments. Discrimination is the only thing keeping you together, all you are doing is feeding the ego of one another, a whole bunch of people too stupid to actually understand what they are contributing to the world, nothing. Well, unless you deem separating yourself from everyone as something, but it is not, this is ego, the ultimate barrier to freedom. You are not a space of freedom, you are the most ignorant of ignorant space, the new church.
Which, sadly, is what every medicine and seeking space is, the new Christian church. The most harmful and ignorant thing in this world. The most harmful and ignorant is you now seeker, you are worse than christians. You are weak people, weak people and healing/opening spaces cannot exist together, hence your space is not this, it is pure rubbish. Coward rubbish.
Smoking first, I should not need to bang on about it, that you do not understand attachment at all, like you do not, shows you and proves every thing I am saying here. Read through the site, especially part one, and you may start to understand the meaning of attachment. Should not have to bang on about it here, you should be better than this, you are not.
Cannabis, holy guacamole, you reject it from your space? Do you have a brain? Have any idea what you are doing? No, you do not, that you will allow all these other drugs and block cannabis is the pinnacle of ignorance in the medicine space. That you do not understand the beautiful BEAUTIFUL medicine cannabis is and how to use it is an absolute slight on your environment, on the pathetic person/people you are.
Medicine environments, traditional especially, so pathetic, being run by weak people. Most environments shit gets hard for a participant and they will come at you with a heap of stuff; blow rapé into your noise, give you filthy tobacco mixes to drink, get involved in your experience to stop the difficult, it is absolute coward rubbish stopping all healing.
These times, the difficult, is when we need to be with the experience, sit with it, allow ourselves to work through it, find a way. The best thing we can do when stuff gets hard and we want to run away is make it more difficult. The best way to do this is with cannabis. Smoke some cannabis during a trip and it amplifies what you are going through, you cannot, in any way avoid it.
Before drinking a second cup of whatever, cannabis should come first, it’ll show you whether or not you actually need more other shit, it’ll make stuff exaggerated and then some. Cannabis can also be a transition in the trip, a learning finishes, the body feelings and theatrics start to settle down, hit cannabis, and you will be taken into the next part of the journey and learnings. Taken there in a much more gentle fashion than trying to swallow more of this horrible liquid, bark, pill, whatever else.
Not going to bang on any more, healing spaces are about facing the difficult voluntarily. If you are not willing to and your provider doesn’t understand this you and they should not be touching medicine. It is not medicine to you anyway, just an excuse to get high, you are a junkie, same with you provider, junkie.
Yeah yeah, I know
Yeah yeah, I know, everytime I say someone is not listening you point and scream at me (said it somewhere else, but the response is best here). In fact, your ignorance is ridiculously thick bud. The whole reason I pick these stupid things up is because I listen to every single word, put them together in my head as they came out of your mouth, they mean only what you say to me, nothing else. I do not take your words and twist and turn them.
Instead, apply the basic meaning of those words to the words. Everybody should try it, it’s fucking easy to hear someone when you are not twisting their words in your head to say what you want them to mean. It’s pathetic really.
So, no, I don’t listen too, you are right. Why would I? I am giving you example after example after example after example after example of everything I am talking about, all the ignorance. They cannot be argued with, super simple shit, until you stop arguing the simplicity I will not listen to you at all, take none of your advice. In fact, probably laugh in your face and call you all sorts of shit. When you remove discrimination, in particular the pathetic ignorance shit, then I will listen.
Pathetic ignorance shit, they’re medicines not drugs, when they are drugs first and medicine second. God, so stupid! Just do some research on how the term drug is applied generally. Far out, that I should even have to point it out is beyond ridiculous.
How many of you medicine providers/consumers know the basic interaction between the drugs you take and the human brain/body? I really hope it is more than the 2% it feels like. Both the consumer and especially the provider (!!!!!!!) should give a shit enough about your body to give a shit, otherwise fuck off from the medicine space. Also, keep your mouth shut for all eternity
The other point buddies, every time the words I believe, I think, I have faith, I hope that, come out of your mouth I know you are full of shit. As you know exactly the same about me when I spit the same crap. However, in our time together how many times did I say those words?
Yep, good buddies, zero. Not quite true, tell you to believe in yourself all the time, otherwise zero.
Hence you know I know what I am saying and why, can answer every one of your questions as you cannot answer mine. Therefore I know, as you know, that you are full of the wettest most disgustingly sickly smelling dogshit there has ever been. You yourself are the shit.