Really, there is no other way to word it, Tripping for Twats is what we get.
All trippers, yep, all of them are Twats who have absolutely no idea what they are doing or why they are doing it. But Fred, Amazonian tradition does Ayahuasca this way so it has to be done that way.
Honestly, seriously, fuck off Twat. How is this belief any different to any other belief when none of these people are free, when you are not free, when you still do not have an inkling of what freedom is?
Women, for example, are not to drink Ayahuasca in many of these environments while on their luna, their period. God, just God, of course you should ladies, this is when you are open and raw, when you are ready to listen, of course you should! You have such an advantage ladies, stop wasting it. Please stop wasting it.
Going into this shit only in I feel great mode, when your circumstances are absolutely perfect, when there is little confusion and irritation in your body is rubbish, just rubbish! Setting yourself up like this is how cowards approach drugs, approaching drugs in this way is the way of the junkie.
So, of course, let us approach them differently, properly.
Ceremony – The absolute basics
The basics, absolute basics are all we need, it is all we will do.
Ceremony is simply giving attention to the space you are about to trip in, making sure it is safe and equally most importantly ensuring that it represents you.
Represents you, there are reminders of you in the room, reminders of your traumas, reminders of your triumphs, reminders of all of you.
There is a mirror! There has to be a mirror, looking at yourself is the most revealing and rewarding reminder there is.
The point of ceremony is to give attention to you, show respect to the plant, simply do shit with love and care for once. Additionally, this is one of the first teachings, a teaching to understand and take forward with you. Represent me at all times in all things.
Are you volunteering within a used clothing redistribution space? Is the organisation clean, do you come every day with a smile, consider how you project yourself?
The cleaning, it is not somebody elses job, not even the cleaners, it is yours. You want to represent you yeah? Then, if this space is a shitfight that is you representing you too, you are there, you are representing this charity, and yet you live x amount of hours of your day in a pigsty.
Listen to your world guys, pay attention, ensure it represents you.
Ceremony is this, just this, representing the best version of you at all times. Eventually the specific ceremony circumstances will not be required. Deciding to take drugs at 4pm on Thursday and taking them at 4pm on Thursday is all that is required, all your life is ceremony so this is clearly ceremony too.
See, buddies, basic shit.
Tripping balls
Yes, tripping balls, this is what we want. However, safety is the key, so safe let it be.
As a beginner mushrooms are your best buddy, as an expert they will still be so. As a beginner don’t think about picking fresh, doing the math to account for the water content and dosing then, this is too inaccurate. Dry them first, a warm (not hot, under 60 degrees celsius) dry place, no humidity, a dehydrator is great. Dry them until the bulb snaps in your fingers.
Now weigh.
Your first time take .5 of a gram, that is half of one gram of dry mushrooms, the top limit of the microdosing ranges. Don’t take anymore until at least the next day even if you feel nothing, you are making sure that your body can process it, you are not going to get sick other than purging.
Purging, vomiting most commonly, will happen at higher doses but should not continue to occur the next day.
Trip two, 1.5 grams if you have standard or low tolerance to drugs, 2 grams if your tolerance is higher. Again, nothing more until day two. Here we are getting used to the body feeling that comes with the trip, making sure we understand it is going to be different to anything we know, but most importantly learning and building a relationship, building trust.
From here wait, just wait, wait until you feel awful, depressed, anxious, your head and body are speaking and screaming at you, life is hard. This is when you hit it, if you struggle at the doses above double them, if you were okay go straight to the heroic dose, five grams of dried mushroom.
Do not do a thing to set yourself up except make sure your space is safe, there is water and healthy fresh food to snack on, it is all you need. Make sure in this space you can scream and shout, sob, express yourself without being interrupted.
A sitter is great if they understand that they are not to get in your way, not come to you at all, unless you ask them too! FFS facilitators, you going to people when they are struggling shows you the coward you are, that you have done no work on yourself.
The above paragraph is the traditional spaces, as soon as it gets hard, they come over and shove shit up your nose, interrupt you, stop you from experiencing yourself and opening your life. Do not get in your participants way, for fuck sake people!
Now, once the shit is in your system, say your intention, the simple intention which all of you should have, not a thing else, I am here to fucking listen, to understand why I am the way.
Before the trip kicks in, 30 to 45 minutes, practice breathing. Control it, in slowly and calmy, out slowly and calmy, don’t worry about pauses and complications. Feel the tension in your body and breathe into and out of it and from it, but mostly breathe from your belly.
To breathe into tension means to tense/expand the muscles in the area of tension while breathing in, to relax them when breathing out. Bring the contraction and relaxation cycle into rhythm with your breath.
Breathing, this part, there are no words for how important it is. Breathing is the only tool you have when things get super hard in the trip. Things get super hard in the moments before your body is about to release all its shit, you are about to scream, shout, laugh, cry, vomit, shit, many other things. The more you can breathe into the difficulty the quicker this beautiful result will come, and friends, it is beautiful, GOD it is beautiful when one learns to express, really express!
That is all you need folks, it is how to trip properly, it is how to open your life to the phenomenal beauty of your own life, to learn to want to be nothing and nobody but you. It is how you do it with courage.
Opening up
Guys, you want to work yourself to smoked DMT, Ayahuasca and the drinking version no, smoked DMT.
Fred does this shit at his worst, there is nothing like it to break through stubbornness, nothing at all. BUT, you must accept that you are about put yourself through hells unimaginable in the process and do it anyway. Learning, opening lives, it is why we do this shit, the only why.
Do you know those moments when you cannot stop yourself from sobbing? Your body shaking? It takes all of your effort not to break down in the middle of the street and scream from the depths of your being?
Ha, yes friends, this, the very worst you can possibly feel is when DMT should go into your system, a heroic dose, a heavy heavy dose.
DMT, you gotta take three hits, then you’ll go to the stars, please fuck off twat.
You don’t, not at all, all you need to do is put a shitload in a bong and rip it. Nothing more, nothing less, no trying to force the trip away just to drag three times on a pipe. Just get it in, be ready to visit one of your 82 hells and then visit it, come back and understand that hell was your own creation, it is your life and start working your way to the 82 heavens instead.
82 heavens
No idea if there is 82 heavens, or hells, or anything else. It is simply learning that all the worst of the worst in the world you project, in your own way, to your own scale, that those hells are interrupting and limiting the world around you, all your relationships.
Those hells are just your ignorance, your heavens are the truth. DMT, tripping, being there in openness and learning is what we are here for.