Today, simplifying stuff is on the agenda. We are going to make things that are not currently simple so bloody simple it cannot be argued with. Your response by the end of it, nope, cannot be that simple therefore it is not it, is not a response at all. This, my friends, is attachment, let’s start getting right stuck into its bonds.
The only reason to argue the simple is because you do not want to admit to yourself the complicated has made you dumber than dumb, that dumbness you spread all over the place. Baby, yeah, she did a bad bad thing. You, you’re Baby.
You can unbad yourself, make amends, just gotta accept the simple as the closest thing you are ever going to get to an answer. Then, from there, you are allowed to tell your embellishments. The simple cannot be argued rationally, your rubbish can be, you have to accept the rational for me to accept the irrational. Cannot be argued amigos.
The Yin Yang, special place in my life, it’s where we work to. Start in some other places though, build up, make sure we are all on the same bus together first.
Infinity
This thing, infinity, confusing much? Not really, well it does not need to be. There are many meanings to it, however, as we have talked about simplicity is where we start.
Also need to explain infinity itself, when the term first came to my life the thought of I do not want that dominated my thinking, did not sound like much fun to be honest. The confusion came from your confusion in not being able to explain it.
For me, the simplicity in understanding took all nervousness, fear, away from the experience.
The symbol, let’s start here. The point in the middle is where we are at, it is right now, this moment, the present, where we all live. Looking at the screen the circle to the right of the middle is future, the left past. Living in the middle allows us to access the past while also having a view to the future, without living in either of them.
The past is the past, it is what it is, done. The future is not here yet, every decision we make in the now affects the future, there are a ziillion options we can choose, each choice dictating the future path. Endless opportunities, infinite opportunities. Each choice fires off a new version of the future, the right of the right now.
Some graphics the infinity sign is linked forever, so much forever that it appears to return to a circle, infinite infinities all chained together. Representing the continuous nature of all things, the past, the now, the future, always repeating the cycle. There is no difference to the original symbol.
Eventually it either comes back on itself or returns to itself, fold it all back up and the sign above is all there is. Saying the same thing, except with complication. The one symbol is all that is required to understand all symbols. The basic nature of things. Past, now, future, past, now, future.
The cycle cannot be any different, even in the chain link, the future in the current chain becomes the past in the next, the now remains where it is, the opportunity for a different future presents. Repeat. That future now becomes the past, then there is the now, and, again, a new future.
Birth, life, death. Same shit, same process, same meaning of the infinite.
Fold the infinity sign back in on itself and we have the core of what is being learnt, it is simply a circle, it is the origin of the infinite. A circle, an O, represents the continuous nature of all things, the circle of life, the process of decision and choice. A decision/choice, creates a reaction, the reaction can go anywhere but life and its processes (choice for example) always follows the cycle, the circle, the continuous nature of all things.
The symbol, simple stuff, simple practical stuff.
Now for feeling infinity itself, every moment is infinity, we hear many say. To me, and many like me, each moment feeling like a lifetime when most people’s lives are shit well, clearly, having every one of those moments go on forever is not appealing. It’s wrong though, this explanation, while being right.
Each moment being infinity simple means that without thoughts in my head, describing things, trying to force an outcome, living in the many forms of fear and depression I get to live freely. Each moment I experience in fullness, it is my entire world now, before and future. Nowhere else do we need to be.
When there is no control over life the experience is all there is, it is everything, there is no life and death, only now, this moment, here where me and my body are. We feel ourselves fully, experience the beauty and perfection in everything, continue to experience them.
The moment, each moment, lasts but a moment, however we experience the infinite beauty of this thing we are doing together. Neither want it to stop or continue, it does not matter, all that matters is that I am experiencing me for me, and no other reason, at all times. Each moment is all it needs to be, nothing else, it is everything there could possibly be. Infinite possibility, infinite pure experience.
To achieve this beautiful freedom, and it is beautiful, the removal of all the rubbish in one’s head is required, working to address all of that unaddressed stuff. As you remove each confusion clarity comes to your life, the more confusion removed additional clarity, until all confusion is gone and nothing but clearness, nothingness exists in the head, nothing but experience lives in the experience of being human. Infinite endless experience and infinite endless opportunities present.
The first part of a Wish for Humanity addresses how it feels to live in this space.
Choice
The argument my life is already written so what is the point is about as heroic as hope, can be tied into infinity above too.
In this example only the one infinity exists, nothing repeating, it’s a line we follow and a line we follow only. Is it though? Is it really? Your position, is it any different to what I have presented where each new choice sets off a chain reaction creating a brand new future, a new infinite?
It’s not, we are saying the same thing, it does not matter how you say it. The fact, and it cannot be argued, that I get to the end of the street and choose to go left instead of right, while you chose to go right instead of left is the same choice whether it is already written or not. You, as I did , 100% consciously made this decision out of the multiple decisions available.
You chose this, written or not. Could have gone left, the choice was in your head but you chose right, you did it will full consideration of the options available, the choice was completely yours.
So, it does not matter, everything in life is choice, absolutely everything we choose for ourselves. Most of us just don’t know why. Learn to know your choices are your choices, understand it completely, and you understand none of this rubbish matters anyway. Just words with other useless words applied to them, they are the most nothing of nothing, they are not living.
To live is to experience yourself without any word, conception, discrimination, idea, want, need, desire. The place to live in is where you trust yourself and the choices you make with such completeness you give yourself to yourself (yes, we will open this more later to clear it up), you choose your choices without choosing at all, they just happen, you flow with it, trust it, experience yourself completely.
The end point I want us all to understand by our end, giving yourself to yourself, the ultimate surrender.
This spirituality stuff
You know, I love this stuff, still go to it. Right now am as closed to bored as I get which is great. The Spanish study and vocabulary is increasing greatly because of it, about seven hours today studying.
Waiting, is beyond doubt what is needed right now so I try to ensure it doesn’t get to boring, encourage myself. The tools I use for encouragement are the same as yours, the one that makes sense to me, the I Ching, the Taoism oracle.
Figured bugger it, right into the Tao te Ching through the Spanish lessons and haven’t done it for a year or so, made sense. Rolled hexagram 62 and only it. First ever roll without a changing line.
Changing lines mean that you will now have two relevant hexagrams, they are in relationship to one another, there is a fair bit of detail to your current predicament. A hexagram is the prediction/encouragement. Had a little laugh after the fifth coin roll of six because I already knew what I needed, what the hexagram would say and it was very uncomplicated.
The basic meaning of hexagram 62? Wait, ha, wait and pay attention to the small detail, avoid big decisions. Take the pressure off. Perfect.
Absolutely adore all this stuff, especially talking about it with you but as with everything I will not let the basic function get in the way of our conversations. These tools are encouragement and encouragement only, they are not predicting truth all though that prediction may be the result. You learn what life really is and you manifest what you want within it. Of coure, provided that thing is your true heart’s desire it will be as such when it is.
Have done it all and loved every second of it. Psychics, energy healers, yoga this, kirtan that. Meditate this way, that way, every under the sun but my own my, meditated my own way. Still do a heap of hand shit, it is all my own hand shit though, copied nothing.
This stuff also needs to be listened to, the things our bodies start naturally doing. Through listening and paying attention to when the hand things happened I was able to understand their meanings. All different versions of listening to myself and the environment around me. Listening to different things, the junk in my head getting in the way of the truth in it, when there is only truth entering, I just need to be completely still with no thoughts or anything but the natural music of our mother, this beautiful earth.
Took all the stuff I experienced seriously too, equally made it ceremony with the medicine and non-medicine work I was doing. Met people with intention to learn, to continue understanding my primary intention of safety, to understand the meaning of a life of value.
Which is what these tools brought, beautiful value with ridiculously beautiful people. Sara, in Tara, haha, for one, oh my goodness, Reiki energy healer, phenomenal human, loves from her very core. Can pretty much feel it before opening the door.
Completely gave myself to every experience, surrendered to it. The exception the first Tarot lady where I went in with a bit of a pest attitude, left with a respect for a beautiful human.
By surrender, the meaning, it is the best thing we can do in healing spaces so let’s make it a bit clearer here. Surrender in the above instances means that I go to the opportunity in exactly the same way as I go into the most important moments of my life, all the ceremonies that have meant so much, full attention and intention, remove every thought and prejudice, give my being to what I am doing. Take it seriously!
Firstly, we talk, I am completely honest with every word, surrender is about honesty. They are too. We make sure I understand what I need to and then they do their thing. After interpret the session and we talk again with the same intention of understanding. We both learn together and when I understand it is always the encouragement I need when needed.
All the tools are great, but, again, your tools are yours, they make sense to you, your means to understanding. Mine, are mine, my means to understanding. Others are others, other’s means to understanding.
It is simple what I am trying to teach, really really simple, discrimination is dominating your world spirituality/medicine/religion.
How can you say that you are pressing for peace when you will not accept another’s words for what they are? Those words are our backgrounds, countries, family environment, the tools within our reach, the things that make sense. When you cannot see this, not even willing to look at its simplicity, your tools are the wrong tools. You cannot argue, you are separating me, others and you. The thing you think you are fighting against you are perpetrating.
Like, please, seriously, your discrimination is getting in the way of this beautiful spirituality stuff.
It’s not repetitive
It’s not repetitive, happening one scenario after the next, Fred, everything is happening all the time all at once in infinite versions of the same moment. Dickhead.
Of course that’s what is happening mate, infinite universes exist, infinite experience, infinite infinites of infinity simultaneously. Means nothing to me though, not in this experience, shows you how bollocks your envirronment is though. This is the sort of meaningless snot consuming your attention. It’s the same thing as what I am saying anyway, just you saying it through your means, what makes sense to you.
Encourage you to start on understanding discrimination first then think about being God, dickhead.
My experience, what does any of that matter to it? Like, seriously, what meaning does it bring? My life follows a path, that path started as being very little, like the ovum, the size of a grain of sand, all the way to six foot three and probably drop an inch or two in time. Like, this is the path of it, little, big, less big, dead. There is a sequence to it, this sequence is the only one I live in, any of us should really and thank fuck we are not in many of the other variations.
Alternatively, my previous lives have been all that rubbish and my future ones more rubbish, if this is your take. Still, going through every available experience as the things I am born as. So, like, again, same shit you are saying but with different words. It really is boring talking to you seekers.