But both girl and boy were glad
‘Cause one kid had it worse than that.
Lyrics from a song, Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm, Crash Test Dummies.
They weren’t glad though. Kids are not glad at other kids pain, their prison, their oppression.
See folks, Toby Grave, it didn’t matter what was happening in my home, the homes of many friends, the absence of Paul’s parents, nothing at all compared to what was happening within the walls of the house that was Grave.
12 or so kids in the primary school class, 12 or so kids that lived their whole lives together, 12 or so kids who extended the familes of one other by 11. We were a family, Alvie Primary School was the best of the best families. A family which Toby Grave was forbidden to participate in.
He was not allowed to play sport, not even lunch time football and cricket with his brothers and sisters.
Birthday parties, weekend sport, Christmas, Easter, school camps, holidays together, hide and seek in the farmer’s hay sheds, chilling out at the top of big trees watching the world from the top of the world. All of us there together, all of us with the exception of Toby Grave.
Occasionally, very occasionally, we could visit Toby and Toby could visit us, once per year at our place and once per year at his house, the terms of visitation were very strict.
Yeah, buddies, one kid had it worse than all of my that, a hell, a prison, an oppressive fortress which stopped that kid from experiencing any version of being a kid. Fuck you broke my heart Toby Grave, still do buddy, because I love you with the whole thing and despise what your radical religous cunts of parents entirely took from you.
My Dad, he took most of it but not all of it, yeah, one kid had it much fucking worse that that, one kid never ever had any understanding of any heading or subtitle that is child.
Fuck what you stole from my good mate Jehovah’s Witness cunts, all religous cunts and what you do to your kids, my mates, yeah this topic is personal from the start of my starting. Jehovah’s Witness folk I despise you from the being of my being’s being.
Let’s continue to talk you religion.
A protest
Also sent to half a dozen to a dozen religious organisations of varying ignorance systems.
Dear Tuggeranong City Council,
I write today to ensure my objection to the religious groups spreading and preaching ignorance openly is heard. All of them.
It is extremely offensive, sickly so, that we are continuing to allow this ignorance, which it is and cannot be argued; the very definition of belief is ignorance.
Moreso, it is a perfect representation of Australia and Australian people, supporting, allowing, fighting, protesting, bashing, killing eachother in war over something that is less than a guess. Yet, I am not allowed to point out this basic ignorance, I am not allowed to respond to their rubbish with you are every war in this world, and/or, no, I do not want to hear your rubbish, I have the capacity to use my own brain, I’ll maintain it.
I apologise to their children though, let them know they are supported, and it breaks my heart that this is the moronic they have been presented in this world as their primary examples. I’ll take my Dad thanks, he repetitively tortured me, better than what the hardcore religious do to theirs.
Then, they continue to push and press, ignoring my removal of consent, they abuse and force and try to control; these groups do this to all. Somehow continuing to think, or, yeah, of course, believe (belief – holding a position with absolutely no evidence), peace is any part of their plan.
Then, they wonder, why I then escalate the conversation to calling them mentally sick, retarded in fact, that religion is a significant and severe mental illness, which it is without doubt. Anything where you ignore the evidence in front of your eyes for something that someone’s wife’s husband’s best friend’s dog breeder thousands of years ago said is absolute sickness.
These people spread ignorance with approval, yet I’ll be screamed out for pointing out simple truth. Screamed at by masses. This is Australia, it’s Canberra, where brain cells of originality/thought/using-ones-own-brain go to die.
What these disgusting things should be replaced with is health stalls, pointing out the basics to a healthy life. Encouraging the 65% of overweight and obese people (is this not the most disgusting thing in this country, yet I am not allowed to point that out either) to move their lazy arses more and understand the shit they put into their system.
Stalls fighting to stop prioritising money over their and your fat-arse children, to start pointing the finger at the neglectful; that is both the fat parent and the parent of a fat child.
Religion is ignorance, ignoring overweight and obesity as the mental health issue of all is absolute ignorance; looking at your flabby floppiness in the mirror and letting yourself become more flop and flab is the pinnacle of mental sickness. With, the exception, of stopping people from pointing out the obvious.
This country is sick, you are sick, we are sick together. Separation is war, their is no future in it, we all know this. Unity, removing ignorance, looking in the mirror and telling the truth to yourself is the answer to this rubbish, personal responsibility.
Do you really give a fuck about the people in your space Tuggeranong? Do you really! Do you give a shit about your children? Do you really! How? Seriously, how can you say this?
How can you say this when you are the slob in the mirror looking back at you? You and your kids are stuck on screens forever? You think work is sitting on your arse all day staring at a screen rather than this being the laziest thing a human being can possibly do?
Somehow we call this work! Work, when our waistlines are reaching and going beyond 50 inches, come on guys, seriously, use your brains to think for yourself.
How can you say you care about anything, anyone, even yourself, when you won’t even admit to the most basic ignorances, won’t even look at them, won’t even look at yourself in the mirror and say you need to be a shitload better.
Be better.
Frederick Nortje
A horrible world
Buddies, really, honestly, how do you do it? How do you ignore the evidence in front of yours simply because it is not how you want things to be?
The truth, the undeniable fucking truth, is this world, this earth is the most horrible thing imaginable. The most horrible! Hell, it is nothing compared to this horrible horrible place, nothing at all. The horrible is all you and me, only us, just people.
Do you look at the world, actually look?
For instance, natural disasters killing so so many people, some just a few, others burning through land and animals like wildfire. Well, that is because it is, or was, wildfire.
This is not horrible. It is what it is, the outcome of existing on a ginormous rock that requires so much ridiculous complexity to provide what it does. Every single thing!
What happens in these moments? Honestly, these moments and those following, what happens? People band together, they support one another, all discriminations out the window, comraderie and love for what others are going through and we do not understand dominates. Especially in Australia, we do not understand, not at all.
Natural disasters? Fires that destroy land, maybe a person or three included, sometimes. Hurricanes? These things are amazing, just amazing, awesome, they are a phenomenal thing to sit back and watch. Again, only some property gone, and again a life or three, maybe, sometimes.
Other countries? A lot of the time in the poorest of places? Much much different.
Fred was in Port Hedland when a small hurricane, no other way to explain it, made of nothing but red dirt appeared on the horizon. Was like a whirly-whirly, but the end boss of all whirly-whirlys.
The speed in which it reached the towns was ridiculous, impressive in its velocity. Inside it was lightning, heaps of it, thunder roaring out. PHENOMENAL.
Hedland went completely black, pitch black, darker than any night for 30 minutes, it was not even 2pm. Then, just as it came it was gone, over the sea, leaving behind a thick dust, dip your hand in thick, red dust over everything. PHENOMENAL!
This is pure beauty this shit, there is so much worse shit, Australia, YOU DO NOT KNOW IT.
What is our worst of the worst? Martin Bryant, that moron killing people in Christchurch, have already forgotten the coward’s name, as we all should. Those other two mindless drone maniacs only a month or six back?
Just talking now here, not historical, otherwise genocide would need a mention, and, of course, church buddies your organisation’s involvement. Which, of course, you also completely ignore somehow …
School shootings in America seem to be more common than days without them. Mass murdering and rights are more important! What disgusting human beings! My rights, my rights, when it has been proven beyond doubt that you cannot act responsibiliy with those rights. Pathetic coward people, America, the whole country.
War!
How about all you refugees from the Africas? What was it like to live there? Obviously not great! And, then, in the camps, what was that like? I’ve heard some stories, not great either.
Refugee camps, great they are there, but an absolute example of the pure human greed. 50,000 plus people on rations of 2kg per fortnight per family. This is bullshit!
How is this world better? How, when your organisations alone could probably double the rations to every refugee camp without putting barely a dint in your bottom line? Come on guys, pretty please, how can you be so blind?
How can you ignore all the suffering in the world simply because you suck eachother’s shit weekly, feed your mindless drone egos, commit to being the most useless stupid things to exist, you do it in droves?
Your stupid belief shit is the solution, just FUCKING how? How many years of evidence do you need? The hundreds, thousands, of years your organisations have been fucking up the earth is not enough evidence?
How many trillions of years of suffering do you need before you will open your eyes? That is all that has happened on this earth, to people, suffering, trillions of years of it! You and your dumbfuck organisations responsible in huge part, somehow you are the solution?
You know who you remind me of? Anthony Albanese banging on about how One Nation will screw up the cost of living, if you did not laugh at this ignorant shit like Fred did, continues to, you are equal stupid.
The cost of living in this country is absolutely fucked, beyond fucked, it is ridiculous! The current government is responsible. The previous government is responsible. Also, the one before that, and the one before that, before that, that, that and that.
They have always been the same parties, Labor and Liberal have proven, beyond any doubt of doubt, that they only have the tools, expertise, and know how to fuck this thing up beyond any mentally healthy person’s ability to imagine fucking something up.
NEXT, he has such little integrity that he will point the finger at someone who hasn’t had a go? Won’t take any responsibility for the evidence of his own experience, his involvement, and somehow stands in front of a camera and denies being a coward?
That is all Albanese is, a coward, it is all you are, a coward too.
The amount of killing at religious hands, not just christianity, torture, rape, abuse, greed, continued separation is beyond doubt, there is no argument, it is an absolute failure in the pursuit of peace, the evidence is indisputable.
But, yet, you mindless fucking piece of shit drone, can say with a smile on your face it is the solution to peace? Just how, use your fucking brains, God oh God.
There will be no peace until there is no belief. There will not even be a step in its direction. Religion leads to violence and hell alone, the evidence is indisputable.
See shit for what it is you stupid STUPID cunts rather than what you need it to be. Your lives are the most ignorant meaningless of things.
Maybe, just maybe, with the exception of people like Albo.
Not complicated at all
Want to know the funny thing about the complexity of the organism that provides, nourishes and even allows all life?
It is really funny when you understand it, understand yourself, how stupid your I am complicated actually is.
None of it is complex at all, at the very core of all that is, is pure simplicity. Giving, taking, in balance, nothing more, nothing less.
All one needs to do is look at their world to understand it, humans have the opportunity to see it in so many forms without any special equipment. With, the exception of course, the most specialised piece of equipment there is, the the human eye. Which is part of the even more most specialised piece of equipment, the body.
You know the body is nothing without oxygen? It loses all animation, loses all colour, the warmth dies away, there is nothing left. Oxygen is the requirement for life, all life, there is not a single example to deny it. Oxygen is God my friends, it is what God is.
Each oxygen-containing breath carries argon items, they are memories of all memory. They are you, me, dupree, and the first people that ever crossed a sea. They are human history, they are now, they will always be there connecting us to all of us. People breathe in and out every other thing that has ever lived in every breath.
God, is these particles, these atoms, God the creator of all this that is. If you do not want to use the word God use another fucking word, like, seriously, for fuck sake, just be better, for once try at least.
Fred ripped into his nieces today, in his way, there was no raised voices, there were even a few laughs. Said to them that if they expect others to be better, can point the finger, it also needs to point back in the other direction. He asked them, without asking, to participate more in the area they are really lacking, to also be better.
Rachel asked them how they were going to do be better, Emily’s simple reply, ‘we need to put in more effort’, the room went quiet, big smile on Fred’s face, beautiful answer Em, it is the truth mate, thank you.
She smiled, a big smile, never had she been ripped into like this. She was respected, listened to and acknowledged. So so beautiful.
Like, guys, you are the same, point the finger everywhere, everywhere that is bad and everywhere that is good. This is so lazy, so very lazy, just put in some real damn effort for once, look into your bullshit! God, in all its forms, all its stories, is entering and exiting you at every moment. So look where it matters, for all your problems and solutions, inside yourself. The most direct route dickheads!
It is Universal Consciousness if that is the term you want to use; seriously, dumbcunts, the spirituality world making their thing out to be any different to the religious things. Talk about the blind, hypocrites, ignorance kings and queens, the dumbest of all dumb ……
Maybe consider why argon atoms have been heavily discussed at this point.
Use your brain, please, look into the basic knowledge we have and put it against your story, see that all the two are doing is overlapping and proving your point, everybody’s point. But it only proves your point when the point can be seen: your story is only a story, the same as all the other stories, no different, none of them are the thing, not even close to it. All of them are nothing.
Just nothing.
This is the point, the simple simple point, the point in which every example on this earth lives in bar you and me.
Every animal basking in the sun or chewing cud with their eyes closed, just doing nothing.
The brightness, zest and life in plants that have all the basic necessities in balance, they glow with life in the sun. Simply, not doing a fucking thing.
Every other thing the same, it only needs what it needs, nothing else matters, none if it is what it is to be purely content, being purely content is what it is. Nothing else at all.
The basic necessities for my life are provided and this is what I am. There isn’t an audible what I am, no voice, no words, just nothing.
Be me
Happy Sunday,
Or as it is more correctly known, Infestationday. Sunday the day when one can sit back and watch millions upon millions of mindless drones going about mindless droning. Somehow screaming at me, outlawing me, abusing me, interrupting my day with ignorance. The same day (and every other day) I am not allowed to tell them the truth, speak in integrity, live a life of value and meaning. Igonranceday.
Banging on about the Pope, other ridiculous violent people like the chiefs of police and bringing it together here. No more wasting mindless space on you. Which is all this is, you are, mind-less space.
When you preach ignorance you are mindless, never once looking at the world for what it is and what this actually does, religion does. Completely ignoring the evidence in front of your own eyes for how you need something to be. It is an illness friends, the pinnacle of mental illness, as obvious as Down Syndrome. You are that illness, you are the ignorance destroying the world, you are every war, every baby raped.
The police and the heads of your organisations are the most corrupt violent cowards on this planet hence they are every atrocious act in the establishment. They are doing nothing to take responsibility for it all, for the organisations to change to be what they need to be, safe. Their laziness is the same as your laziness, when you ignore your world, especially the shit you should not ignore, you are all the atrcious too.
God, you ruin the world people.
In Australia you cannot fight for Aboriginal rights, for the recognition of genocide and the absolute disgustingness that happened on these shores in any integrity unless your eye is focused firmly on you and what you participate in first.
How many people have been killed because of the religious pursuit? What about genocides that far exceed the genocide here? How about your part Christians in the destruction of Indigenous Australia? The stolen generation for one, fucking ignorant cunts.
To fight for anything else you must own up and correct your own sins, you are not, you are ignoring them by being distracted by something else. Something no where near as bad as what you distract yourself with ordinarily.
Belief, hope, faith are all ignorance, they are the worst of it. The evidence is clear, it is everywhere, the evidence cannot be argued with. When the only conclusion you can come to is I believe, I hope, I have faith in, I think, it all means you know nothing. Nothing at all, yet you are arguing like you do, spitting in my face because I will not let you ignore the evidence in front of our eyes for how you want something to be. Just so you can continue to live a meaningless valueless ignorant life and force it on so many others. You are horrible, the worst of the worst.
You see, I know a few things, KNOW a few things. I know what you do not and cannot while you are blaming some other prick for your salvation, sadness, happiness, all the otherness. God is your blame, yes blaming it for your happiness, for finding heaven. Blaming is anything you project, feel, live, head towards, that is dependant on something else. This I know is not living, it is a terrible existence, you are the evidence of it.
You are so tediously fucking boring too, you all vomit the same shit using the same words, there is nothing to learn from any of you, nothing to listen to, just monotonous babbling of vulgarity.
I know that this body, machine, morsel, frame, spirit, thing is the most phenomenally beautiful thing there is, nothing is like this thing. No God, no Buddha, no enlightened soul, no heaven, no hell, no tierra, no sky, no anything but me.
Same with you, were you to feel inside yourself the slightest glimpse of what I do. Were you to express yourself in every moment like I do. Were you just to know some version of you, something unique, something of meaning and value, just know anything at all really, if only.
I do not want to be a thing else, nobody else, nothing else. Not you and defiinitely not me, I do not want any of it. I have it and know it or I do not, there are no thoughts in the head, no pathetic repetitive narrative, no having to sit on my arse with the eyes closed begging to some dumbcunt or another.
Oh friends, when I close my eyes I do not pray, ask for anything, think a single thought. Instead, I am as comfortable as fuck, the eyes are closed and relaxed, they did it on their own. The arms are limp, completely relaxed, after a while the palms face the sky and then wrap around me. I hug myself, I hug this beautiful thing, I feel it, there is nothing I want, not a single fucking thing I want, not when I have this.
It is phenomenally beautiful being human, these words, any words, mean absolutely shit to what it actually feels like to be me. Every moment is heaven, the heaven of all heavens, I live there because I live here.
You are stopping everyone from experiencing this simple shit, and forcing yourself onto so many others, onto me repetitively to be a thing that ends in the most terrible of wars. Lots of your shit actually ends in the most terrible of wars, how can you possibly be so fucking disgustingly apathetic to be okay with this?
You say you are pursuing peace when you are waiting for the war of all wars, how fucking stupid can you be?
If you cannot understand this shit by now, well, just well, well I am not going to waste another moment on you.
Fuck off and be better. Yes, Benjamin, be me.
Freddy